Hey guys, so I’m just gonna get right into it, but things in my life have been seriously changing for the better and I couldn’t feel more excited for what is in store.To be honest, things would not have been this why had I chosen to stay in the same place I’ve been in for the past 19 years. It’s been this long since I’ve allowed Jesus to come into my life, as my saviour. Before I get into the details of what’s been going on, I just want to say how much my faith has grown over the last few days. This past weekend I went on a retreat with my church group at school, and it was one of the most amazing experiences I’ve had in a long time, because I was able to go deeper with my faith. I was able too understand more about God and all the amazing work he’s done, and I was able to meet a lot of people who also enjoyed sharing their faith and spreading their love for each other. This weekend, I met somebody named Lauren. Lauren was in my table group throughout the entire weekend, so I introduced myself to her when we sat beside eachother at our group table. From there, we kept talking more over the weekend and found out a lot of things about eachother, and a lot of these things were similiarities. These similiarites were actually our biological, mental illness’ (our eating disorders). We both shared our stories with eachother and praised God for the strength he has given us throughout our experiences, we also shared a lot of other personal issues that weren’t about the e.d’s, but also our relationships with our family, friends, boyfriends, ect. I learned a lot from Lauren, all great things, and I hope she learned a lot from me too. But ontop of this weekend, another really big change happened, yesterday. I ended the relationship between my boyfriend and I. They “why’s” are very hard to explain, but I know in my heart it was the right thing for both of us.
Until next time,